Red, White & BLONDE

First of all, I must say that I love blondes and I've always denied what people say about blondes and the jokes they make about them and how stupid they are, but I actually now started to doubt that lol (no offense to all you blonde cuties) even though I know that no blonde would be reading this post, but oh well lol. Anyway, she might be stupid, but she sure is cute. UGHHH can't a girl be cute and smart at the same time? :(

Life isn't always a bowl of cherries

First of all, Happy Eid to all of you. I couldn't write for some time now cause I seem to have no time, but I have missed you all :)

Anyway, have you ever been in a stage where you're depressed, bored and lonely? Well, that's how I'm feeling right now. I now believe that when problems come to someone, they come all at once!

Despite that, it really sucks to be bored and lonely. It's Eid time and all my friends are either away for their vacations abroad or away to their hometowns so it kinda takes off the joy of Eid since it’s a time that is supposed to be spent with the people you like, so that really sucks big time.

What do you do when you're bored and lonely? . . I seem to be out of ideas.

P.S. The best gift in the world is to be able to sleep at night when you know that you haven't hurt or made anyone sad. Pray to God that you never lose that.

Lier, Lier, Pants On Fire!

I used to chat with this girl who used to be a serious lier (some of my friends know her). I think she was more of a "Pathologic lier". She once told me that she had cancer. I became shocked in a way that you can't imagine. I felt so sorry for her even though she made me feel very bad because of the sad things she used to say about her "imaginary" disease. I didn't know back then that she was lying. I couldn't imagine that someone could say such a horrible thing about herself just to seek attention. I couldn't even block her because I felt really sorry for her and I didn't want her to feel bad or "unloved". She used to talk about this topic every day, for two years. Some part of me assumed that she might has been lying and then got carried away, so I decided to ask her. I told her I totally forgive you if you've been lying to me about this, Just tell me the truth, please. She denied that strictly. I had to ask her this same question again monthes later just to make sure, and I begged her to tell me the truth and told her that I'm never going to change even if I knew that she was lying (even though I would of blocked and deleted her once she tells me that) but yet she denied that, again. After like two years, I happened to ask her about her hospital and her doctor's name, and she told me, and when I asked her the same question later on, she had a different answer, so it became obvious that she was lying and she finally admitted that. I didn't stop talking to her right away as a "reward" for her admitting (even though she didn't really admit by herself) but then I felt like I can't talk to her anymore because of the pain she caused me, so I told her that, and that’s how this misery came to an end.

Cake, anyone?

"You CANNOT have your cake and eat it too!"

I don't know what I want anymore

Alright, so, its been three years since I last was in love with someone. Pretty long huh? Well, its not that I lost my mojo or anything lol (JUST KIDDING :P) . . but really, even though I do have alot of online female friends that are good friends and close to me because we've known each other for so long, but I guess my heart never beat to any of them (maybe cause hes happy that way?) I don’t know. I'd be lying if I said that I don't miss these days, but to be honest, sometimes I think I'm better off that way. I mean, even though it feels nice to be in love and to have someone who cares about you and would didecate herself to you (and vise versa), but yet it also can be painful sometimes and of course, addictive. I just don’t know what I want anymore, and I don’t think that’s even normal.

This can NOT be true, can it?!

One of my friends on messenger was putting on this display pic and I couldn't help but to wonder "can this be actually TRUE?!" :S . . And that’s not the only problem about this pic, I mean, this pic doesn't only justify wearing pink clothes by guys, no no, it also states that "REAL" men are the ones who dress in pink! . . I mean, seriously, WHY would a normal straight guy wear a PINK top? WHY?! . . I just cant find a reason for that. And I'm NOT saying that guys who dress in pink are necisserly "unnormal" . . No, Maybe they're just victims of bad taste :P . . But as for me, even tho I do wear different kinds of tops but I actually wouldn't dare to wear a pink top no matter how people tried to show it as a "manly" thing to wear :P

First day of "Back to College"

Alright, so, today was the first day back to school :S . . don't you just hate that day? :S . . I mean, seriously, you get to put a smile on your face ALL DAY and say "HIIII :D" to everyone you meet as if you've never seen in them since like forever! even though deep in you, you're like "i hate your fucking face!" :S . . Well, ok that doesn't happen with everyone you meet of course :P . . but i must say I'm pretty sure this feeling comes to you when meeting ALOT of people during that incredible day. But the good news is that once you're done from saying "hi" to everyone, it becomes more like as if life has returned to normal and you can now hang out with your friends in peace lol. I'm just glad that life HAS actually returned to normal. THANK GOD ITS OVER :P